I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I hate being so moody. I can go from giddy to gloom in a matter of seconds. It's strange how little things can affect my mood. Hot weather, an address by George Bush, open-mouth chomping sounds, coffee grinds on the floor, telemarketers, my computer freezing. You just never know when it's coming.
The commercials for drugs like Zoloft and Prozac make me wonder. Do these drugs give you balance? I'm sometimes tempted to try them, but fear sets in. I can't imagine going through life without the little dark cloud lurking over me. No fear of death. Watching Bush and not wanting to throw my television set out the window. Hearing Bryan chomp his food and not wanting to choke him.
If I took a drug like Zoloft, would I be numb to all these things? Would I even be the same person? I'm not sure if I could handle being happy and even-tempered all the time. Maybe I would feel more at peace. Or maybe I'd walk around singing zippity doo dah out of my asshole.
Posted at May 2, 2003 12:21 AM
i totally agree. i'm very awkward and also get depressed easily. but if i wasn't this way, i simply wouldn't be me.
depression drugs delay oragasms too and i could never live with that
don't let those commercials fool you like they're trying to do. ..
i've taken almost every single anti-depressant (as well as tonsof other types of drugs) out there and they're all bullshit. they "help" some people , but i truly believe most of it is in your own head. i've been on meds my whole life and this is the longest i've been off of them and for the first time my head actually feels clear. sure, i still feel like crap but the pills felt more liek a crutch. actually learning how to do things differently and think differently help you more than drugs can.
when i think of drugs i think of a bunch of assholes sitting in some huge fancy corporate office wondering how else they could make people feel more isolated from reality so they would feel the need to buy their products. it's all crap.
go to a natropath. im sure they'll help more . and yr money is at least going to a better place.
Please don't take psychoactive drugs!! If you look closer to violence in kids and most of the shootings that took place in schools across the U.S. you will see that most of the kids were on some psychoactive drug..usually ridalin or prozac!! This is just one reason of the many why I am against these drugs. They've only been on the market for a short amount of time and since noone has been on these drugs for long periods of time they are basically guinea pigs for the future.. Considering we don't know the long-term effects! We are not on earth to be happy bubbly people all the time! Don't buy into the hype! People are moody...that makes them people and emotions are gifts that tell you what you do and don't stand for..what you beleive in. Some people just feel more than others and more deeply. Pain helps you grow. If you are a walking robot...you are dead.
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